Her prayers were not the usual prayers
of a 5year old little girl, that God was use to.......
this lil girls tears ran like heavy
rainfall as God recalled
Dear God, please I don’t want a new
doll I don’t want nothing at all.......I just want to survive the
next nightfall
He's coming! “Why is this happening”
I begin wrestling, sweating …....I cant breathe ..Cant he see!!
He's gonna kill me, it hurts so bad!,
“How can this man.... be a dad” How can people not see he is so
bad!
“I just want my
mom”..............“Wheres my mom?” …......GONE!!
…............always GONE!!
Please help me!, …........are you
there,God?, …..................are you even real at all?
Why me God? What did I do? All she
ever prayed for.........was to be rescued
Dear God, Never-mind after this night,
I've changed my mind. I don’t want to survive…...just let me
die.......... just take me away….hiiigh to the sky
Please God, I want to just die! Please
God JUST reply!! ...I promise to never again ask “Why”
Please God, one of us has to die,
because I cannot survive another night
~God cried as he replied~”I am here
my child, I have always been here my dear and this was my worst fear”
“Just hold tight lil girl” because
He knew it was gonna happen again tonight
“Just hang in there” ….....He
wished it was all just a nightmare because watching this, EVEN he
could not bare
God? My grandma says that you care, So
why is my young life so unfair?
Why cant anyone see him, God! Just kill
him …...or me ….... because I feel so dirty
Please My child, with me don’t be
angry, for you will see …....He will pay indeed
You could never see me and yet, you
pray.....I will surely reward you someday........... but for now you
must continue to pray
Because~ It's not your a freshmen that
your beautiful life will begin and you will get the chance to make it
right again
Dear God, Today is that day! Today is
the day you promised me would come
But, Then then again........... YOU
knew ….all along
He is Beautiful, when he cry’s
….........its like a beautiful song, 9months was too long....in my
arms is where he belongs and I promise I will never do wrong
Now I know that all that hurt was
making me into a beautiful mother …....all along
Dear God This gift and the gifts to
come, Please help me to be head & heart-strong and give them
unconditional love and show them that they belong
Dear God, Let me be the best Mom I can
be, Show me their every need ….until the day they can speak
And God when that day comes I promise
to teach them that you and your ways are so unique
For you know Lord that I am not weak &
I know you DO listen every time I speak
Yes, Lord I can do this on my own,
because I NOW know that I was NEVER alone
~CMSG~ Please Note this Poem is Copyright Material
Copyright © 2011 COPYRIGHT Corina Marie Sisneroz-Guerrero. All rights reserved.
No comments:
Post a Comment